Monday, June 25, 2012

Final chapter

Over the course of this term I have definitely noticed growth. In my initial assessment I rated myself with a 7 in physical well being, a six in my spiritual well being, and a five in psychological well being. Presently I would leave my physical rating the same because I have remained the same. For me this course reiterated the importance of maintaining physical activity in our daily lives but more importantly it is showing me how to integrate the mind body connection during a workout. I believe this will be a gradual change. My spiritual rating is now a 7 because the contemplative exercises have helped to have a calm and stable mindset first before beginning my daily devotion with God. My psychological well being is now a six because the turn over time for loving-kindness to me has decreased. Before where I would allow negative thoughts to overpower my internal dialogue, I now quickly shut that voice down and apply positive self affirmations. Overall I know without a shadow of a doubt that if I continue to apply the activities learned in this course I will move closer to human flourishing.

Reviewing my goals that I set for myself in Unit 3 I am not as close as I thought I would be. My goal of losing 5% body fat was not reached however I am not giving up. I think my focus of staying away from processed food is the culprit for my stagnation. The good thing is I have not gained and I am remaining active. My spiritual goal of creating stillness within my mind before devotion is not exactly where I want it to be but I do notice a better transition of quietness during devotion. My psychological goal of showing loving- kindness and belief towards myself has come close but this is still a work in progress.

I have implemented the activities I chose for my well-being in each area but I need to work on staying consistent. Letting go of the “all or nothing” attitude will help me stay focused on these activities.

This course has been an amazing opportunity for self development. It has provided insight and answered questions that have surfaced over the years. One of the most intriguing subjects was the power of interconnectedness. I say this because just this past weekend I had the opportunity to truly apply the stillness of mind and subtle mind exercises in the midst of an anxiety/panic attack. I was away from everyone that I know, in a hospital, in an unknown city and it forced me to rely on nothing but my mind. I realized this weekend that we have to become more dependent on ourselves and faith in a higher power to truly have peace of mind. Having a guided voice can truly help but to keep from going insane when faced with adversity requires the ability to quiet your mind and realize what is and what isn’t. The biggest reward for me is knowing that I have the power within to make changes to become my best. What I find difficult is applying the exercises daily; however I know that this is a work in progress and 10 weeks is not enough time to make completely transform our mind body and spirits. The experience in this course has given me the ability to listen to others with an open heart and staying judgment free of choices and decisions that they chose for themselves. Integral health is an amazing opportunity and with continued growth I hope to pass on my gaining knowledge to not only my future clients but to everyone I come in contact with.

~Love and Light to everyone,
Kanisha Washington

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Under Construction cont.(Unit 9 final project)


                         I.            Introduction:
When I think of a professional, I think of someone who has taken the time to master a skill that can be used to provide a service to others. I have come to learn that in order to be successful in achieving a goal you should find someone who has what you want and do what they do; there is no need to reinvent the wheel, a professional is clearly just that. The importance of a health and wellness professional to develop psychologically, spiritually, and physically is for the benefit of self as well as paying it forward and giving the best of themselves to excel in helping others live their best life. Development should be a never ending process that continues to uncover deeper levels of an individual’s mind, body, and soul. I am someone seeking complete fullness and balance psychologically, spiritually, and physically; I feel at this present time I am not equipped with the proper tools to achieve this goal without the guidance and support of a wise person. Integral health is wellness of the whole being and aims to eliminate needless suffering. We cannot master one area and allow turmoil to exist in other areas. A professional is someone who can step in and offer a perspective to move a client further along on their health and wellness journey. The most effective way for a professional to assist a client is to become relatable and offer advice based off of personal experience. Choosing to continuously development ourselves is the only true way to give back to the universe. Operating from a place of service gives us complete freedom to know we are cultivating a society that will ultimately flourish to the highest level but we can only do that if we ourselves are reaching for complete wholeness. I need further development in all areas of my life. At this moment I feel my psychological aspect is the weakest because I am my worst critic. I have the gift of speaking blessings and loving-kindness to others while I allow inner dialogue to do just the opposite. I have to admit I am better than I used to be but the transformation is still at work. My goal is to have balance in all areas without neglecting my loved ones especially my husband and my son.



                      II.            Assessment:
How have you assessed your health in each domain? How do you score your wellness spiritually, physically, and psychologically? Assessment of self can be a challenging yet enlightening task to complete. Often times we can be extremely critical of ourselves which can cause discouragement and completely deter us from moving forward in our journey; however, understanding that an assessment is clearly an opportunity to open the door for growth can only make us better and move us closer to our goals. In order to assess my health in each domain I closed my eyes and moved my mind to a place of calm-abiding; a place where my Teflon mind reflected any thoughts that were not serving me. In that moment I reflected on my interconnectedness of mind, body, and spirit. I felt the deepest connection with my God. I felt His presence within my soul, gently rocking me and filling me with His love. I felt confident in that moment to know that this aspect of my life is the strongest. I would score this area a 7 on a scale of one to ten. Moving along to my physical domain, I reflected on what my body used to be from my face to my upper body, to my lower body and then my complete appearance. I then visualized where I see my physical abilities progressing over the next six months; there was a moment of discomfort but I quickly allowed that moment to pass. I moved into the present where I know and I can see the muscles that have developed and made me stronger, I see the abdominal muscles that are softly appearing and although I need more work I know I am in the best physical shape of my life. On a scale of one to ten, I give myself a rating of 6. Moving on to the most challenging domain, psychological, anxiety reared its ugly head and I quickly ignored it until the feeling passed. I feel like I am destined for greatness but the confidence of this truth falters from day to day. I have hope that the belief I have in others will, without a shadow of a doubt, be engraved in the depths of my soul. On a scale of one to ten I rate my psychological health as a 5. A self-assessment does wonders for the soul. It is impossible to move forward on a journey of integral health without knowing where you currently stand. It sets the basis of creating an effective plan that will assist any student with goal development.



                   III.            Goal Development:
List at least one goal you have for yourself in each area, Physical, Psychological (mental health) and Spiritual. Goal setting provides purpose in our lives. One of my physical goals is to reduce my body fat by 5% within the next 3 months and improve my cardiovascular fitness. I would like to complete a 5k run in under 25 minutes. My psychological goal is to consistently perform the contemplative practices introduced to me in this term. In particular, my goal is to use the Subtle Mind and Visualization practices to progress my mental confidence to a place where I am no longer full of self-doubt and I am able to accept myself as I am with all of my gifts and my faults. I can effortlessly give loving-kindness to everyone I meet but this gift is not easily accepted when attempted to give to myself. My spiritual goal is to invite Christ in to everything that I do; from daily meditation, work, school, daily chores etc. I desire to operate from an attitude of gratitude in all things.



                   IV.            Practices for Personal Health:
What strategies can you implement to foster growth in each of the following domains; Physical, Psychological, and Spiritual. Provide at least two examples of exercises or practices in each domain. Explain how you will implement each example. It can be easy to set goals but the challenge becomes visible when creating a strategy to support forward progress to reach those goals. A strategy I can implement to foster growth in my physical health is setting a date with myself to perform physical activity. For me, exercise is easily put on the back burner but I know if I plan to execute my workout first thing in the morning I will have more energy to be productive for the remainder of the day. I also plan to lead a challenge group of ladies who have a common goal of losing weight and creating a new lifestyle habit. This challenge group will foster accountability for myself and allow me to encourage others to live a fulfilling life through health and fitness. To promote growth in my psychological domain I will plan time daily to participate in my contemplative exercises. I will use the Subtle Mind practice to set the tone for my devotion time with God first thing in the morning. Allowing 30 minutes at the start of my day will foster growth within my mind and allow synergy for my mind, body, and spirit. One other activity I can adopt is positive affirmations placed in visible common areas in my home, car, and on my phone to provide a source of mental redirection when the moments of doubt appear. Spiritual growth can be cultivated by creating a gratitude book where I can adopt the habit of writing all the things I am grateful for in a tablet. Before going to bed each night I can journal about these things and allow my subconscious to marinate throughout the night. Another strategy I will use to foster spiritual growth is to pray without ceasing. I will use God as my sounding board in all things that I do; in moments of anger, fear, doubt, happiness, gratitude, peace, and stillness I will honor him and be thankful for the opportunity to just exist. Faith without work is dead; creating strategies without implementation is useless. I am committed to living a healthy and fulfilling life and I will do this by taking it one day at a time and having faith in myself that I can change and reach my goals.



                      V.            Commitment:
How will you assess your progress or lack of progress in the next six months? What strategies can you use to assist in maintaining your long-term practices for health and wellness? There is no doubt that I am a work in progress, I am committed to myself and I am committed to change. In the next six months I will assess my progress or lack of progress by using the lines of development to gauge the four aspects of human experience. I will evaluate my psychospiritual, biological, worldly, and interpersonal aspects and gauge where I stand on my journey to human flourishing. I will assess my growth by individually examining the full spectrum (used in our text) with the hopes of discovering the areas I am weak and have neglected and celebrate the areas where I have excelled. In order to assist me in maintaining my long-term practices for health and wellness I will surround myself with like-minded, positive people who are eager to learn more about themselves and show a willingness to pay it forward to others. I will also continuously work on self development by reading and listening to audio and books that encourage growth in everyday life. Ultimately, I would love to find a practitioner/teacher who can offer wisdom and insight to my journey of integral health.

 ~Kanisha Washington

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Under Construction

I am a work in progress. Our assignment for this term is allowing insight into my integral health plan. This week I am able to create a plan that will move me further along my path of integral health. Stubbling upon this class has allowed me to discover a deep interest in reaching human flourishing. This assignment will allow me to discuss the following topics:

1. Introduction:
Why is it important for health and wellness professionals to develop psychologically, spiritually and physically? What areas I need to develop to achieve the goals I have for myself?

2. Assessment:
How I have assessed my health in each domain? How I score my wellness spiritually, physically, and psychologically?

3. Goal development:
List at least one goal I have for myself in each area, Physical, Psychological (mental health) and Spiritual.

4. Practices for personal health:
What strategies I can implement to foster growth in each of the following domains; Physical, Psychological, and Spiritual. Provide at least two examples of exercises or practices in each domain. Explain how I will implement each example.

5. Commitment:
How I will assess my progress or lack of progress in the next six months? What strategies I can use to assist in maintaining my long-term practices for health and wellness?

Saturday, June 9, 2012

What is becoming a habit

What is becoming a habit is my contemplative exercises and I AM LOVING IT! For me, the most beneficial practices have been the Subtle mind and the Visualization exercises. The Subtle mind gives me the opportunity to go to a place that silences the chitter chatter which often consumes me to the point of distraction and lost hours throughout my day. This practice gently eases the tension and anxiety and since I have been introduced to the amazing activity I have gained a better understanding and appreciation for myself. I have gained control and the confidence of knowing that I have more power than I have ever believed in the past.

The Visualization practice is AMAZING because it grants me the permission to relive the moments where I was in complete bliss and full of hope. I now understand that these moments were gifts of just a glimpse of what human flourishing is all about. It allows me to place intention for my future; to call in existence of what my future will hold for my mind, body, and spirit.

I will use the Subtle mind exercise in conjunction with my daily devotion. I can see this working by applying this practice first thing in the morning when I awake. Of course, this means it will be necessary to wake a little earlier than normal which may be challenging; however, with consist practice it will become easier with time. Doing this practice right before devotion with my God will set a peaceful and still environment which will enhance the connection I am seeking. I will apply the Visualization exercise before bedtime. In particular, visualizing my gratitude before sleep will allow my subconsciousness to absorb and work its' magic. Can you imagine the affect that will have over time? I'm getting excited just thinking about the awesomeness I will be able to manifest from within! I will definitely give myself a mental workout if I follow through with this plan.

~Kanisha Washington

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Continued Growth

This week of practice was so much better than last week for me. Understanding that each practice in itself can have healing benefits is a step in a forward direction. This week I felt a deeper connection than I have in the past weeks. I believe this connection is happening because I am more aware and consciously using my daily activities as service to others. I enjoyed the Aesclepius practice because it took me to a place where I could connect with my deceased aunt. The best part was absorbing a piece of her within myself and feeling like I inherited everything that she was and would have been if she was still alive. I cannot wait to pass this wisdom on to my children and to people that I am blessed to come across my path.

Meditation has fostered an increase in my psychological wellness the most by providing insight and understanding into the random thoughts that has caused me in the past to spiral downward into days of depression. I now understand that a thought is just that, a thought. I can feel confident knowing that I am not my thoughts and I have the power within to redirect negativity into a feeling of light and love and open my heart to pour out love and kindness; mainly to myself. Meditation is a gift that many people have not taken advantage of; my hope is that through my experiences and continued growth in integral health will be able to speak of its goodness and inspire others to begin their own journey. In order to continue to apply these practices in my life to foster greater health and wellness I can take each mindfulness exercise one practice at a time. Understanding that with consistency I can grow gradually and I will confidently strive to reach my fullest potential.

When I read the saying “One cannot lead another where one has not gone himself” I interpret this as words to live by. It says to me that how can I, as a professional, lead someone to the tools that can lead them to a path of human flourishing if I am not attempting to do the same thing. This applies to the health and wellness professional by implying an unspoken responsibility to work towards becoming a better individual themselves. Now I do know that no one is perfect but we must continue to try. Every person grows at his own pace; even though we may be given the “professional” title that does not mean we know everything. Just like our clients we have to take our lives one day at a time and strive to use each experience as an opportunity to improve. I believe we have a responsibility to our clients and more importantly to ourselves to be developing our health psychologically, physically, and spiritually because we have to practice what we preach. In essence we would become hypocrites and create a persona that cannot be respected. I can implement psychological and spiritual growth in my personal life by staying consistent with daily devotion and meditation, using daily activities as opportunities to serve family, friends, strangers and enemies.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Calmness in the Midst of a Storm

 Ahhhh, this was a challenging week to succumb to the power of meditative practices. It seems as though everything around me was hectic and in chaos including my soul. This week I discovered that just DECIDING to begin a practice does not automatically end in a calmed and renewed mind. The universal Loving Kindness exercise was simple but going into it what I found challenging the most was perfectly remembering the exact verbiage. My focus initially was the words then I quickly realized as long as I channel the general meaning of each statement I would still find stillness and release positive energy and help those in suffering and in search for happiness. After this week’s practice it was confirmation that in the midst of a chaotic world the moments that generated stillness within can have unlimited powers.

The Integral Assessment was definitely enlightening. Through this assessment I discovered for me the healing process started about four years ago. Although I am a work in progress, at this phase of my life I am in a unique position where I can really focus on self and having purpose; moving in the direction of pursuing a dream that I didn’t exactly know existed. The assessment was confirmation that I need to continue to focus on my growth in my psychospiritual realm of human flourishing; specifically the conative and emotional line of development. I felt this is an area of focus because my life priorities are God, family, business (school) and cultivating these areas will allow me to build a strong foundation granting me spiritual maturity. In order to foster greater wellness in this area I can consistently practice Subtle Mind exercises, sow seeds of gratitude and thankfulness, and work towards using the Life-as-Practice approach.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Subtle mind power

I am truly enjoying these practices prescribed to us. The Loving Kindness exercise and the Subtle mind exercise were very different in my opinion. I enjoyed the Loving Kindness exercise because the guide gave you cues to guide you through the entire practice. I enjoyed the Subtle mind exercise because the guide provide less cues and it gave me a greater opportunity to witness my thoughts and I felt like I had more freedom. I truly enjoyed the sound of the waves in the Subtle mind practice and it provided more relaxation, to the point of dosing off for a minute or two. I feel as though one of the benefits of the Loving Kindness exercise is giving more of me to others which makes me feel a part of a bigger movement to build unity among mankind. Practicing the Subtle mind exercise this week make me feel more mature in my practice because I felt like I was truly witnessing my thoughts and not running with each random thought that appeared. It was as if I was watching each thought roll out of my mind like drops of water.

I practiced the Subtle mind exercise today while we were out on our fishing trip to the Thousand Islands. It was so peaceful and initially I felt frustrated because of the challenge of blocking out the distractions of boats going by and the birds chirping but then I shifted my mind to allow me to witness those thoughts instead of allowing them to distract me. I was proud of myself after the practice was over.
The connection of spiritual wellness to mental and physical wellness is an interesting one that the average people I come in contact cannot even begin to understand. I thoroughly believe that we have to be healthy mind body and spirit. Some people strive simply for the physical transformation which makes me sad because I believe they will never truly be happy if they don’t attempt to also work on their mental and spiritual wellness as well. I learned this week that simultaneously working your mind by visualizing during a physical workout is more beneficial. I was a somewhat confused on the explanation of spiritual wellness in our text. What I understood was, for some, this connection is like an out of body experience into worlds unknown. I think my untrained mind at this point can’t fully grasp the entire concept but I am hopeful that I will continue to grow in that area.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Loving Kindness (Unit 4)

This week my experience with the Loving Kindness mp3 was a relaxing experience. I went into this practice with the thought of “I can do this, easy.” I would have to say that was far from the reality of my practice this time around. Listening to the guided track was beneficial because it gave me time to myself. I really enjoyed the cues to apply visualization during my practice. I even felt a smile creep onto my face during some moments. It was difficult because the unwarranted chatter in my brain became distracting at times during my practice. I believe because of my procrastinating tendencies I hold on to a lot of useless thoughts that could easily be converted to proactive actions that move me closer to my daily, weekly, and ultimately long term goals both in my business and my personal life. I would recommend this to others because we could all use a few minutes out of our busy day to truly reflect on giving love away simply through our thoughts which in return shows love to ourselves.

The concept of “mental workout” relates to the training or conditioning of our minds to progressively develop it by expansion of our consciousness. If we consistently work to strengthen our minds we will maximize the benefits and ultimately reach a point of human flourishing. Research indicates that health, happiness, and wholeness are proven benefits of a mental workout. Through our mental workouts we are able to sow seeds of love and kindness through our minds and integrate a practice that will eventually lead us to higher levels in our psychospiritual growth. We can implement mental workouts to encourage our psychological health by contemplative practices. These practices are tools that allow us to tame the mind, gain access to deeper levels within ourselves, and gain a higher sense of awareness.

DREAM BIG
~Kanisha

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Self Reflectin and Goal Setting


Self reflection is a practice that we should all incorporate routinely. It is an opportunity for us to realign our daily activities making sure they are on track to reaching our goals in life. Based on my reflections I would rate my physical wellbeing as a seven because I am in the best shape of my life at this point but there is still improvement that can be made. My spiritual well-being is a 6 because I can truly feel a connection with a higher power. I have never had as much faith as I do now but I still allow fear to overcome me at times. My psychological well-being is a five because of the mental stress I allow to creep into my mind. I believe this stress generally comes from a lack of faith which is the opposite of fear. Over the course of the last 3 years I have been on a specific journey to live my life on purpose and making the conscious effort to do activities that push me towards meaningful goals rather than randomly living each day. I am a work in progress but I do know that I am better than I was yesterday.
My physical goal that I will set for my physical well being is to reduce my body fat by 5% over the course of the next 30 days. In order to achieve this I will focus on my nutrition, work towards eating less processed foods, and stay consistent with resistance and cardio workouts. My spiritual goal is to focus creating silence and stillness during devotion. I have been doing great with consistency but I often allow random thoughts to enter my mind and cause me to lose focus. My psychological goal is to show more love, kindness, and belief in myself. I am great at providing positivity for others but when it comes to me I often revert to negative self dialogue.
The relaxation exercise this time around was frustrating because I could not listen to it. For some reason the link would not work; however, in the moment of frustration I closed my eyes and began to meditate to bring my sense of awareness to a place of forgiveness of getting angry about something I could not control.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Gratefully Living on Purpose

Living on purpose is a concept I only dreamt about years ago. This is only the second week of class but I am already grateful for being where I am at this moment. I feel like the recent lesson has already enlightened my mind and provided confirmation that there was substance to the random thoughts that I could not relay to those close to me. I would always hear "you'll figure it out" or just get a blank stare and I knew they could not relate or offer significant advice to satisfy my desire to connect on a deeper level. I am thankful for the positive people that cross my path and offer positive energy and hope that there is more to living a life full of excitement and continuous growth. Reflecting on the first two weeks of class my hope is that each of you, as well as myself, walk away from our ten weeks together and apply even a portion of what we learn to our everyday lives so that we can all come out on top flourishing like the successful people we are called to be. ~Kanisha